
“Liar.”
“Normally, a good one.” That got a small smile out of her, but it faded quickly.
“The rebels are more interested in each other than us.”
“I’m not worried about the rebels. I’m just not sure…he said he was coming back
to get me.”
He’d assumed that the rebel soldiers did this to her, took her from the village
she’d been working in and dragged her to this remote hut. But something in her
voice told him that wasn’t true and coupled with his earlier suspicion of just
where the intel of her location originated from, the warning bells in his head
rang louder than ever.
“Who did this to you, Isabelle?” he asked. She shook her head and he wondered
if he should press further. She’d be questioned by the FBI and CIA and various
other agencies because of who her mother was anyway, and she didn’t owe him any
kind of true confession. It would be enough for him if he could get her out of
here safely.
“He wouldn’t be stupid enough to come back here,” she whispered. “If he does,
you won’t let him near me, right?”
“He won’t even get close. Tell me who did this to you.”
“I can’t.”
“Sometimes admitting it the first time’s the hardest,” he said.
“And sometimes it’s the worst thing you can ever do,” she shot back.
He didn’t argue, because he couldn’t. Admissions had never been high on his
list of priorities and he’d always been more of an,
it’s easier to ask for
forgiveness than permission but I’m not planning on asking for either, kind
of guy.
A small sob caught in her throat. Her face contorted in pain and she held her
side and winced.
“It’s okay. Just try and relax. You don’t have to tell me anything at all,”
he said, stroked her cheek with his thumb. “I’ll give you some more morphine.”
She didn’t argue as he sent another dose through the I.V. line. In a few minutes,
her eyes got that hazy look again and her breathing was better, but she still
wasn’t content.
He realized why almost immediately, as smoke and dust rose in his nostrils.
The rebels were burning down this part of the jungle, cutting a swath so refugees
and the opposing army couldn’t hide from them.
He and Isabelle were directly in that path.
“Rebels are smoking out the survivors,” she whispered and damn, he wished she
didn’t know that. “We’ve got to get out of here.”
He was backed into an impossible situation – moving Isabelle now, at the rate
he’d have to evac her…
“I know the risks,” she said, and he didn’t have time to second guess either
of their decisions. Instead, he cut a piece of the blanket away and tied it over
her mouth and nose, stopped the IV for the time being and tucked it against her.
Then he marked the floor so Nick would know his next position, if his team was
able to make it close to the hut at all.
Bag slung over his chest, he picked Isabelle up and he ran, a different route
than the one he and Nick had taken an hour earlier. The foliage was thick, and
he tried to stay on the main path as much as he could, prayed that no one would
come running from the opposite direction.
He ran until the smoke wasn’t heavy, until the shots sounded more distant, until
he knew he couldn’t risk jostling her any longer than he already had.
“How…far?” she asked when he laid her down between some overgrown brush that
held just enough coverage from both the road and the field to camouflage them.
“Two miles,” he said.
She opened her eyes and stared at him steadily. “I thought you’d be faster.”
He fought a smile. “Stop talking. Just breathe.”
They were out of the way for now, maybe a mile west of what was being burned.
If no one came for them in the next half an hour, he’d move them again.
He got down low, lay on his side parallel to her body and put his face close
to hers. “Just try and relax. My team will find us soon. They’ve never let me
down. And I’m not going to let you down.”
She nodded, like she wanted to believe him.
“Are you going to keep fighting, Isabelle? Or am I in this alone?” he asked,
and the way she answered caught him off guard.
“Tell me the worst thing you’ve ever done,” she said suddenly. “It doesn’t matter
what you say. You can’t top me.”

“Somehow, I really doubt that.”
She stared at him, and for just a second her face was illuminated by the overhead
flares set off by the local soldiers - a cry for help. From anyone. She looked
beautiful, despite the cuts and bruises. Beautiful and strong, and he wondered
why the hell he could notice that now.
“I slept with the man who held me hostage. Willingly. I seduced him, because
I wasn’t about to be a victim. I stayed in control. I made my own choices,” she
said, her teeth gritted at the memory of what she’d done. “I wasn’t forced. They’re
going to say that I was and I’m going to have to agree. But that’s a lie.”
What she’d just told him was something she’d never reveal to anyone else. And
now she needed the same thing from him. She was daring him, really, and he’d
never been one to back down from a dare in his life.
She’s not going to remember any of this, so just tell her.
“I killed my stepfather,” he told her. “Self-defense. He tried to kill me first.”
Nothing
more than the rules of engagement. “How old?”
He paused. “I was fourteen,” he said, was about to tell her he didn’t want to
talk about this anymore, couldn’t really.
She was asking so much of him – things he’d never willingly give away. He didn’t
do submission well, and she was nearly tearing his heart right out of his chest
with every question.
And when she took his hand in hers, he wondered what the hell to do next. “Tell
me what else I can do for you,” he said.
“Kiss me,” she whispered, and he figured she must be zoned out on the morphine
and the pain and there was no way she realized what she asked him.
But his own eyes had finally adjusted to the dark, and one look in her eyes,
clearer now than they’d been minutes earlier told him that she was in full control
of her senses.
“Isabelle, I…”
“I don’t want to die knowing that the last man who touched me didn’t care about
me.”
“We’re not going to die.”
“Can you promise me that?”
“I don’t make promises. But I know what my gut tells me.”
“Please, Jake. Don’t make me beg for this,” she whispered and,
ah shit,
he’d already leaned down toward her involuntarily.
He put his mouth on hers, the taste a welcome relief from the dust and stifling
heat. How she could taste so sweet in the middle of all this hell was a mystery.
Her arm curled around his neck, holding him there in a sudden burst of fierce
protectiveness and passion that bonded them more strongly than he would’ve thought
possible.
When he pulled back, her breathing was faster. He couldn’t tell if it was her
injury or the kiss or both, but she murmured, “put your hands on me,” in his
ear. And he did, lightly through the jacket, the way a man would touch a woman
he wanted – caressed her arms, her breast, her belly, let his hand linger on
her hip and thigh as if his touch could heal everything.
He watched her face carefully while he caressed her, in case it was too much
but she didn’t stop him. And when he finished, he brought a hand to her cheek
and rubbed a thumb over the bruise on her forehead.
“Thank you,” she whispered, her voice tight. “I know, after what I told you
– I know that couldn’t have been easy.”
“I don’t do things out of pity. Never did,” he said, pressed his lower body
against hers carefully, so she’d know the effect she’d had on him. Because the
most important thing right now was to make her smile.
And when she did smile, he forgot about her injuries and the fire and the gunshots.
He was going to have to run with her again, and soon, because he refused to let
this be the end of the line. And he couldn’t help but kiss her again, a long
deep kiss that wasn’t ever going to be enough. His hand rested on her hip and
her hand closed around his for the second time that night.
He pulled back when he heard the low hum of a motor over the riot of gunshots.
Saved. Fucking finally.

“Is that for us?” she asked. He turned to her to tell her yes, but she’d already
drifted off to sleep. Actually looked peaceful, her fingers still twined through
his.
He knew it would be a long while until he found peace again.



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